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Cool pics arhx..!! lols.. it's all da wayy from plaza dwn to TANG..
since a long tym den we sat tgt to tk photos..!! love iit though..

well.. kinda not such a gd dayy coz stuff happen and yea.. though singiin da hell out of myself.. ii'm not iin a veryy gd mood.. okie.. shall start wif sumtin light in order not to spoil sum mood.. well.. projects are endiin and yea.. soon it's exams.. den it's end of 2nd yr.. tat's fast.. but tink overseas will cum faster too.. tis tym it's myy turn to leave.. so tired..!! is tat a gd choice? but ii fought so much for tat chance.. ii cant head backk nw.. trust mii... ii'll b backk iin 1 piece..

for sumthin heavier, spent lots of myy slpiin tym @ fel's work place and yea.. myy ger's grandma funeral.. tk care yea.. life still goes on.. lead a cheerful life man.. brks myy heart to see all of euu cryy..

kkies den dwn to hey.. all guys lie!! LIAR.. hahas.. dun ever say wait wen euu cant.. it's been awhile for nw but.. dun tell mii euu rather hav mii wen euu olreadii hab sum1 wif euu.. dun ask mii to be selfish to snatch euu over.. be grateful for tat ger hu treats euu better den mii.. dun ever step backk into mii and get urself all mixed up.. tk care boi..

for the past few dayys.. myy heart's been floatiin and flyiin ard.. is tat flirt? NOPE..! is tat myy fault? NOPE!! coz ii juz cant find a place for myy heart to stayy.. yy do ii olwaes crush into situation where r/s r nearlyy impossible.. for huever it concern, ii noe it wun work and ii'm juz happii it happen once.. ii'm tired of endless waitiin esp wen it wun b mine.. so ii'll juz stayy put and see hw tings goes.. it's often better tis way aint iit.. a wayy out for mii..

oh.. sumone sayy ii look younger den myy godbro.. wahaha.. so damn happii.. ii'm young!! and due to tat mistook mii as his gf.. awww..!!! well.. he's myy investment so maybb yea.. if he dun mind 'jie di' r/s ii might consider.. wahaha.. wat crapp..!! okie well.. gg ta skool tml so juz wanna update abit in case ppl tink myy blog has closed dwn.. lalala~ ii'm goiin ta bed..!! nitex....

it's okie is wat ii olwaes sayy..
but hu noes da blood da tears da snow iin mii..
ii'm freeziin deep dwn iin dere..
iin myy heart..
shakiin and shiveriin..
embrace mii wif ur warmth..
keep mii in ur arms..
wat ii hab nw iis nthiin more den memories..
ii HATE!!

attitude pwincess told you a secret at 1:39 AM .

dumb sis @ sharon workiin place..!!

sweet? gentle? wahaha.. ii'm..!!

hell of a week..!! hmm.. didnt really start well.. coz ii lost myy wallet and all the craps iin grand drivin mii crazyy.. but well.. fortunatelyy it didnt cum to an end..!! coz sum kind soul returned myy wallet... thnx so much.. to whoever iit is.. euu didnt noe hw much it means to mii wen euu return iit.. and yea.. abt skool.. tink tis sem's goiin fast coz it's mid jan and 1 more mth or lesser = exams and end of yr 2.. oh.. another ting to update abt.. ii'm goiin to china (changdu) or (chengdu) for attachment.. not so soon but well.. tym really flies.. so juz dun miss mii too much..

been faciin shit and yea.. wateva it is.. hackk it.. ii dun gib a damn wen euu go for another ger.. but ii reallyy dun understand the mentality euu hab wen euu woo other gers and patch wif ur ex and still say euu cant get mii out of ur mind..!! juz to let euu noe..!! euu disgust mii.. simplyy so.. ii hate liars.. ii rather euu say euu no longer lik mii coz ii'll feel super happii coz we're still frenz.. but tis is sumtiin unforgivable.. ii nv will..

tots of openiin a pub sumdayy.. idea frm jie.. lol.. but tink even if so.. not tat soon.. ii'll juz be a shareholder.. wahaha.. mayb grand reallyy tot of gettin rid of us.. ii dun mind.. coz grand to mii iis onlii temporayy.. except for my grand families dere.. there's nthin much to miss.. ii will definitelyy create war wif management if ii decide to leave.. mark myy words coz theyy are reallyy too much.. die..!!! hahas.. lik bian tai.. but yea.. juz wanna fa xie.. hope tis week starts well..

attitude pwincess told you a secret at 11:57 PM .

iin skool nw..!! wahaha.. test results not tat bad after all.. credit goes to myy xiao zhu for teachiin mii pvl and though ii fail by 1 mark.. good effort ger.. and yea.. dun denyy ii reallyy help euu lots for REL horx...!!! luckyy euu nv disappoint mii.. and yea.. studyyin onlii duriin bus ride to skool.. so myy resutls ii'm quite satisfied..!! for ppl who are yearnin to noe myy results..!!! pvl 24/50.. rel 37/50.. elh 90/100.. upe 96/100.. pjm 73.. ibs 61/100.. nw euu noe..!! so stop compariin coz ii dun gib a damn abt results..!! thnx..

god ii'm tired.. so got feel to create myy personal blogskin but duno hw and no tym to learn.. hahas.. nw iis rush hour for projects... stress totallyy.. ii'm goiin shoppin ltr.. finallyy.. ii wanna shop lik crazyy.. after projects will be quite peace til feb where ii'll onlii be haviin 2 exam papers.. den wahaha.. long awaited holidaysss........ yuppies..

ii dun wanna sayy anythiin nw ler.. tok ltr bahx.. bb..

attitude pwincess told you a secret at 4:28 PM .

wel.. slackkiin at myy beloved fel hse nw.. 1st day of skool iis crap.. well.. myy test wasnt tat bad after all.. but guess tis iis juz da 1st part arhx.. lol.. the fail part will cum behind.. wahaha..~ shit ii'm pathetic..!! anywayy.. laptop crashh coz of stupid virus..!! reformate ler.. so guess it'ss pretty emptyy.. wth!!

ii'm so tired.. so amazed ii actuallyy can slp ytd.. hahas.. can actuallyy wake up iin tym.. fel workiin ltr so onlii can eet for dinner.. sad..!! skool start ler.. so guess.. tings will start to change bahx.. sianx.. hope not much changes after all.. well.. can onlii sayy my batch of REB are veryy competitive..!! even myy advisor tinks it's unhealthy..

argh** wat else can i do besides workiin and studyyiin.. lik so crap.. and hey.. pretty useless ar.. hahas.. ii'm not depressed.. reallyy not.. ii'm kinda tired onlii.. wahaha.. ii'm still so mad dumb and crazyy.. yeah!! tat's it den.. update wen ii done myy projects and get tings iin my lappyy.. bb~

attitude pwincess told you a secret at 6:33 PM .

hahas.. countiin dwn at grand workiin ltr.. look at the tym.. ii'm still awake..!! hahas.. haix.. a yr ago.. tis day tis date.. euu push awayy my hands holdiin onto euu.. duriin count dwn iin town.. euu crush every single hope ii hab on euu.. da love ii tot we used to hab.. gone..!! we're done and over.. but ii juz cant tell anyone hw heart wreakiin it was.. no one will ever understand.. the tears the blood the pain ii hab.. ii dun love euu.. ii really dun.. but euu not onlii leave mii hurtful memories but oso painful xmas.. ii let go of euu once.. and euu did da same to mii last yr.. guess we're quit.. we no longer owe each other anythiin..

ii'm feeliin giddyy.. a stupid headache.. hahas.. guys r not meant ta be trusted ii guess.. the phrase" ii'll wait for euu".. hw laughable hw stupid and wat emptyy promises.. ii said tat once to euu.. and ii didnt kept iit.. so do so many hu said tat to mii.. they nv kept iit.. RETRIBUTION.. hahas.. finallyy it came..

ever wondered.. yy do ii need to wear tat smileyy mask and face da world.. yy da world nv seem fair to mii.. yy muz ii console ppl help ppl wen deep dwn ii cant help myself.. and deep dwn myy heart's gettiin colder each dayy.. ii dun even recognise da mii nw.. hu am ii?? hu actuallyy am ii..? tryyiin so hard to b dere for everyone.. but no 1 seemed to b dere for mii.. mayb ii dun treasure.. but dun mean ii dun need iit.. yy blame mii beiin a cold blooded wen ii cant find a ting or place to be warm.. ii'm losiin myy senses.. myy feeliin.. where shld ii actuallyy b.. ii'm lost...

hahas.. tiis is da theory babyy.. wat ii'm tokiin abt.. thnx for lettiin mii noe iit's true.. promises r meant to b broken.. and ii'm not blamiin anyone.. coz ii noe iit'll end up tis wayy.. so ii sayy nv promise to wait.. tiis is wat ii mean.. ii shldnt promise iin da 1st place to [euu].. den it might not hurt tat muchh.. once agaiin.. sorryy dai.. but wat's over iis over.. merry xmas all.. loves..~

da snow tat falls on xmas..
fall iin my heart..
freeziin myy heart bits by bits..
it's all numb, frozen..
overall.. ii'm juz a heartless creature..
without feeliin without everythiin..........

attitude pwincess told you a secret at 6:52 AM .

lol.. miss mii?? coz ii'm backk at bloggiin.. juz finish workk n home ii'm.. been workkiin ever since ii finish exams.. lots hab changed n well.. da world's unbelievable.. wateva it is.. ii'm tired of all da rubbishh.. hope ii do can stayy awayy frm those crapps.. wat frens?? closer frens?? best frens? ii dunno reallyy noe nw..

hangiin out wif grand ppl tis few dayys.. kinda used to it ler.. workk or off stil dere.. hmm.. sorryy myy dears if ii cant meet euu guyys.. but well.. tink euu guys still lead ur lives fine.. hmm.. grp bookiin is killin mii but yea.. ii'm still alive.. lol lame but ya.. oh ya.. busyy haviin "ai mei" relation" wif hong hong.. hahas.. he's juz so cute.. ahem.. " age is not a problem, height is not a distance and weight is not a pressure".. wahaha.. hopefullyy he wun fall for mii.. hope ii wun play fire til burn hand.. lol.. tink it's unlikelyy either.. coz fallin for mii iis miserable.. euu bet it iis.. but well.. cant reallyy imagine the scence if we r tgt.. lol..

well.. juz wanna update abit.. coz lik super long nv.. and ii'm not dead still jumpiin alive.. sorrie to disappoint ppl hu wishh ii'm dead.. coz ii'm not.. tk care my loves.. bb..

attitude pwincess told you a secret at 2:57 AM .

hmm.. hahas.. well.. kinda crappyy tis dayys.. feeliin kinda werid and mixed.. dunno wat its all about but well.. nthiin good ii supposed..!! life's not lik wat ii used to tink it was anymore.. so sick and tired of everythiin.. skool was crapp adn hw ii wish for hols to cum..

common test cumiin soon.. dunno wanna b happyy or not.. CT arrival means the arrival of hols... but oso the start of stupid test and test.. so much endless projects and test.. sianx.. wed haviin one test.. den next fri and the next next week of the entire weeks.. one word.. SHIT.. hmm.. ii flunk myy basic and haviin retest on the 28th.. so hopiin it'll be done by den.. hahas.. test after test.. dumb..

wanna so much to watch step up!! omg.. so deprive of watchiin movie even wen ii'm workiin in GV.. hahas.. stella and royy lookiin at mii bloggiin.. it's lik.. SO WEIRD.. hahas.. oh ya.. tink ii'll be discussiin to studyy or work overseas wif myy mum.. so.. do miss mii if it's approved.. hahas.. dear.. ii miss myy gers..

attitude pwincess told you a secret at 9:47 AM .